Wondering

Still searching for answer, and I’m sure I always will be. The thing that has me wondering is why I haven't had any problems lately. I've been noticing that my kidneys aren't bothering me anymore and I haven't had to run to the restroom every 15-20 mintues. I’m not saying that this is a bad thing or anything here. Just makes me curious. I really hope it’s my medications doing their job.
I’m just afraid that know that I said I wasn’t having problems that a whole bunch of problems are going to come out of nowhere. It always happens, so I’m not really getting my hopes up, just being thankful that I’m not in pain, and having to worry as much. I will be glad when my urologist tells me I will be fine to be taken off my medication. That’s only 6 more months of waiting and taking meds, how this all seems like forever, but at least it’s not any longer then what I actually have to wait.
 All I know is I’m ready for this to be over or more like I’m ready for them to find a cure. Finding a cure is going to be so hard, because each person is different and has IC for different reasons. I don’t know if tests can prove how IC really comes about. I do know that right now in the newsletter I get each month that October happens to be IC month. As I was reading the newsletter, some new study was being run, and they needed volunteers for the study.
They didn’t give out any information on just that they were looking for people. I thought about talking to my parent’s about signing up for it, but I didn’t want to go out of State for a few weeks. I just hope they find answers and more ways to help us. It’s a long journey down a hilly road, with a few twist and turns along the way. Just have to keep hoping that one of these tests will be able to help and make a difference for me and all the others